``I just can't show my true self,'' says Ayako Morisue, 32, a housewife who has been married for five years. - A family of three, including my husband and son. - Last year, Ayako bought her own home with the help of both of her parents, and everything seems to be going smoothly, but... - ``Actually, because I'm embarrassed and I'm afraid that people will hate me, I hold back the pleasurable feeling.'' During nighttime activities, I hold back not only my orgasm, but also my panting. - ``I think I'm being too considerate, but I'm also lying.'' Ayako chose to be photographed in her most embarrassing self because she wanted an opportunity to change herself. - ``I want to graduate from being shy and be able to enjoy sex by being obedient to men.'' This is the ultimate shock therapy document! - Let's break down the wall in Ayako's heart and help the couple achieve harmony! - !