I've always had a hard time with men. - At the same time, I had a complex about never dating a man. - It was two years ago that I first started dating someone I became friends with on social media, partly because I was worried that I would be a virgin forever. - My first experience was with him. - But it just doesn't feel right... - Dating, having sex... I was really uncomfortable with this kind of thing. - I was in a relationship with another guy, but she didn't get along with him...she ended up breaking up on her own. - Now, when it comes to sexuality, I only occasionally masturbate. - Thinking about how painful it would be to have sex with the next person I dated, I couldn't move forward. - I wonder if it's my problem that I can't feel comfortable, and honestly I'm losing my confidence. - That's why I applied to be a professional actor. - I want to feel good - That's my only wish.