This work records the play with Misaki Otsuka (pseudonym), an amateur masochist woman who applied for training to the editorial department of an SM magazine that is always recruiting models. - From an early age, Misaki was a girl who was deeply moved by the harsh treatment and cruel expressions in anime and manga. - As I grew older, I spent my days worrying about my masochistic tendencies. - I had my first girlfriend in college, but the more I became aware of my masochistic tendencies, the further I grew apart from my normal lover. - In her third year of university, she took the plunge and signed up for an SM dating site, experiencing SM for the first time in her life, and the pain and suffering she experienced brought joy and fulfillment to her. - ``I want you to whip me more...'' That's what I wanted, but I was too embarrassed to say it at the time. - With the start of the teacher's exam, she lost contact with the man due to her busy schedule, and while growing a desire to be tied down, she said, ``I'm going to become a teacher. I'm going to become a clergyman.'' - She was dominated by a feeling of admonishment, ``I am not allowed to do anything that would make this come true...'' - She sealed off her masochistic desires and only allowed herself to masturbate while imagining herself being tied up and whipped by a strange man. - The reason I decided to apply as an SM model was my grandmother's death. - People will die someday. - She had a feeling that she shouldn't live her life with her wishes and desires sealed away. - I want to experience it properly and deeply. - I want to know how much I can endure and how good it will feel...If I continue to grow old like this, my body shape will collapse. - I would like to take a photo before that happens. - I want to see myself immersed in pain and pleasure. - And I want people with similar sexual tendencies to know me as I am... - Hoping for this, she contacted the editorial department of an SM magazine and asked, ``Would you be willing to take a photo of my SM?'' - I would be happy if I could share with you the cute image of a masochist woman trembling with pleasure amidst the pain of having been in love since childhood.